Reality is the Irregularity of the Past.
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Perhaps Formaldehyde
Machined by mangled trends, and ends
Abridged in some other lesson,
Pinned to a board still fluttering,
Held on display for scowls o’ critical faces—
Meticulous cuts and cross-glances,
Glassy smirks, perpetual by his penning—
But, now He does not fit into her bedroom.
It must be a woman who dies second;
For man cannot cry and dry
In loosing such hoary…youth;
Still, I believe I taste the tears
In this chicken just now fried,
Maybe, she left for good;
Maybe,
Or perhaps formaldehyde.
Monday, March 7, 2011
The Battle of Poet’s Tree
I
Bound in ivory, some in gray;
The old in yellowing dress:
They tramped in gaits of paginates,
Imposing grim duress;
It rung us clear, their quiet jeers
Had spoken for our flesh!
With sarcastic wits and wistful whips,
We held back our tears to cry,
For our little Race of scribbling haste
Chose not ourselves to die,
But Time’s little clicks lent closer ticks,
That our grave shall not pass by.
The Pages flipped and stood there crisp
In their ivory clad cloaks,
Staring Blank in an awful shank
That pierced us where it smote,
And the angry stone Medusa shone
Were the Pages’ gaze to note.
Each one bounding, each one counting,
Tempting us to write;
But in each chance we fell entranced,
By their great and perfect light;
For each blank Page had fought with age
To keep us from the Fight.
Irony was on our armor,
In a twist and fancy way
It glints and gleams a crystal sheen,
In a mock of shining Day,
It mocks the Light in leer of Night,
For nighttime’s when We play:
They then advanced with a cold steel lance
To brand Us with our doom,
With acts of fright in clever fight,
My Sabre struck aboon
The end my thought had aimed to fare,
And left the Page to swoon.
Ink black blood dripped from my Spear,
And my scribe upon the Lace,
Beneath my rage, and paraphrase:
A poem there be lain;
On th’blank grotesques I made arabesques
Like old age upon a face!
Within a dark synecdoche,
Found the scattering of Leaves,
That caught the wind of a hurried Sail
Speeding ahead the breeze—
For a Page blanked with faultlessness,
Is Metaphor in disease.
II
We met the Page with fettered doom,
In a bitter, tranquil fit;
We lock’d our grip to shroud with care;
Our lantern’s burning wick—
And like Seraph swords our Pen did bore
Our tongues in mighty writ:
We took the Tree the Poet sows
Splaying pages, spiraling—
Like string quartets of marionettes,
We draped them from the leaves;
We made them dance and watch’d them prance
In a Perfect mangling.
For what we lead a Poet said,
“Was the bitter of the sweet,”
What we had, our Pen had laid
Beneath our Nose and feet,
Some in rhyme and some with lines
No Man would care to read:
But some flashed Hate, and some more Great
Than the living word of Man;
Some had Span, and one held a taste
Of a ripe and tender
Some were stark and woke the lark
In a rhythmic saraband,
Some alone became as Stone
And fell upon the Grave,
The Epitaph—the Elegy,
Wrote us there before the Knave;
Lo! The Fool did pin Us all
Within a Poet’s Masquerade!
Ethan Grothues (2011)
Monday, February 21, 2011
The Ghost was She
The ghost was she who crossed the Dewpond fain,
Tho’ my New love didst not hear, nor question,
Across the Channel, through mist and rain;
This remembrance spears in recollection—
For it was I who found the gentle Grave—
The fresh dug earth in two hearts lie as one;
I watch’d the last drop of red Passion leave
Like tears the Night doth smear a face alone;
The Smoke is a sad place love doth wander,
For when it rains all Grey buildings weep;
Morose cornices like death drip yonder
To embrace a ghost Mem’ry treks ‘cross th’sea.
I glance a view athwart my chamber-bed,
And t’see her ghost, know I, to Love am dead.
Monday, January 31, 2011
Love is not worth a lifetime for
Love is not worth a lifetime for;
Only Death brews lifelong—
To the lips, coursing drunk, wherefor
Have all the daft lovers gone?
Love lost Her grapple for;
For the grope and the throng—
For the Great Lamb in Paramour
Hast raped the muddy Swan!
Why not lust one life evermore,
Than allow dust t’prolong?
Till Nature’s thrust comes nevermore
In Love’s blinding singsong—
Man’s propensity t’score;
To steal and have a proclaimed Prong,
To flaunt hither and thither for
Coiling Women’s diphthong—
They do lie well in double-score;
By speech, divides the tongue—
Emotion purged in loss and lore:
Love’s tale doth best Her song.
Love is not worth a lifetime, for
Life’s but a world furlong—
For living passion is cocksure
T’surpass in gobs among
The maid and the maiden’s door—
Through in and out, along
Slinky moans and a silk contour
It’s Lust in love’s sarong!
What is love that was not lust before?
Mayhaps a word, or a strong
Odor exuded from the Core;
Or A-night stand oblong?
The misconception lies, therefore,
‘Tween Love and Lust’s erelong
State is not a hair-splitting roar,
But the placement of Tongue.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Silence
Silence is more, or less, superior
To three thousand thundering horses;
Three thousand ages vividly depressing
Gold, metallic life to just know another—
Wanton of poetry’s frugal Coursers,
Three thousand SCREAMED!
And were Silent.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Dead Men
Dead are the sleeping men,
Dead by their marching drone.
Awakened bare by a bare word--
As a bare Fruit of a seasonal branch
Bare of it's yellow leaves--
Bare is the shrilling word
Of Death, frozen silent on the wind;
(Lucid men sing of dreams,
Sleepers dream of singing;
Lo, Dead Men do not dream at all,
Nor sing within dreams for it cuts their tongue.)
Wild-eyed, bare sabres, land
On bosoms made from Lust,
Glint Silver in a wistful hand:
"Make ready the cannon!"
Cries the Noblest of Muck,
Scrounge to face'em when rest'him dies:
A trial gun and the saving crumbs pluck,
And the naked ape sighs
On the World's crank, "Yo! Ho!"
As the call of Death wakes the cock.
Economic cannons
Blast brigades of Dead Men,
As a sabre splays reddened mead
From a grayish globe spurting steam, laying
Dreamers beneath as seed;
Scythed weeds for a crooning plot,
Though, Dead Mean sing no Songs:
…And the dead men are the lost men;
The working men of Nature's slumber;
These irate men with pirate gin
Grow cold in their waste and plunder.
But with a wistful grin and wishful eye
They throe and take for Pride,
And the wistful cringe is a fleeting Sin
Upon the beggar who's ready to die...
But dead are the sleeping
Men; heaving more debt for bread.
Their scaly yearns as sorrow's clash
Dismay; lost by lows of a deeper rung,
And with a croaking lung
On an awkward bier,
They speak, "Silence," and no one hears.
With a dying tongue they speak their greatest word;
Of Dead Men dying, no one's ever heard.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Sometimes a red-garden grows
Sometimes the moment lies
And sometimes with lament' eyes;
Sometimes a wolf bears its teeth
And a fire’s like a romance be.
Sometimes these moments cast away
That time so catches life to say,
Sometimes love's rosebuds do not grow
For lovely rose seedlings grew too slow.
For love like growing roses rest,
In chlorine and sometimes zest,
These reddened shapes seduced and sexed
As morphine and most-times vexed!
Oh, my love by sweet garden’s light,
Thou but hold this stem e’en by fright,
That livened stamens rise to treat,
Thy inner pistil as thighs unmeet.
And dost thou gentle fires burn,
Alas! Fresh that sponge red-fluids churn,
‘gainst ravish, that thou may not begat,
Permit this throb betwixt our love’s contract.
Sometimes the moment truthful dies,
And sometimes with whitened lies,
Sometimes a leopard rears a beast,
And through the mud for one at least.
Sometimes a red-garden grows,
But youth passes too swiftly too denote
Thy beauty’s spring-shape into autumn,
For love grows sometimes in the bottom.